Hi Mar!
Well, you must be the student with the most weblogs in all of the university! It takes a while to get used to them, but they are a lot of fun, and a great way to practise your writing in English!
I like ytour reason for studying Tourism - I think (from my experience) that everyone should live a period of time away from home to experience another culture first hand. I believe it's a great way of understanding other people and seeing just how rich and varied life really is. Speaking another language for me is also one of the best things I've ever done - it really opens up the possibilities for communication with people.
I don't think you're dremaing - it's important to have dreams like that - I think your English is getting better and better, and it'll be good enough to experience a foreing country when you're ready. You know more English now than I knew Spanish when I came here!
Where will you go first?